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First, I think it better that people know a bit more about who I am. I am very off-putting it seems to many people.
Well, I'm actually, very probably insane. That goes hand in hand with what makes me tick. What makes me tick is highly intelligent debates about scientifically unprovable theories that I hold to be mostly true. For no reason other than, they have either happened to me, OR they have not been disproved in a manner in which I believed.
Since, I believe in nothing, I must be insane, because this sort of paradox of thought doesn't seem possible according to the physical world that most people consider to be reality. I consider the physical world to be a small insignificant portion of true reality and a purely subjective experience that we are all going through simply because our minds want to.
Such as:
Time: I think it is purely subjective, and therefore, controllable, I just haven't figured out how yet, but I do know that all you physicists trying to build a -machine- to do it are going along the completely wrong path and wasting your *giggle* time. Time is subjective, therefore, your machine might travel about time, but since it is the only one experiencing it, it will not take you with it, nor would it appear to do anything at all, unless it is designed to be mobile. The only thing you may witness is the machine staying put in the same place, or perhaps aging noticably.
Quantum Physics: I don't believe you need to use mathematics to prove it's concepts, nor do I think that it's concepts CAN be proven with a machine, I do however believe that it's concepts are valid for the human body, such as teleportation and time travel through sheer force of will. Again, I haven't figured out how yet, but I'm positive it's possible, even though I lack the evidence to support my claims.
Astral Projection: I have done this numerous times, and proven it, over 10 years ago, however I can only do so under the influence of certain entheogens. My mind will never shut the fuck up long enough for me to enter a meditative, let alone transcendental state. Even more so since last September. :/
Christianity (insert religion name here): Bollocks, but I do allow that it is possible that gods do exist, but only for those who believe very strongly in them, and it is their belief that is the ONLY reason he exists at all.I do not believe in any of them, therefore I think that they do not exist at all in my reality. I also think that they are designed solely as a system of control in the guise of moral code, supplementing human beings, naturally spiritual creatures, with just enough of a taste of spirituality to be comfortable under this control, but never enough to escape into my world where the physical world seems tedious, and unbelievable.
Some shit I just typed up on MSN that seems appropriate to put here:
Introspection says (4:23 AM):
I am a very curious creature. I analyse everything.
I observe, measure, and form an opinion on.
I disbelieve everything until I've proven it to me.
Introspection says (4:24 AM):
and even when I've proven it, I still disbelieve, I just accept until I disprove it further
Introspection says (4:25 AM):
I've gone through every religion imaginable, but only feel I've struck truth when I experience it,
and so far, I've not found it in religion, but instead in states of mind and being.
Introspection says (4:26 AM):
I blame it on my first science class.
I was 8 years old.
They showed the class a picture in a book of a child's brain, and that of an educated adult.
They called the adult brain "grooved"
I called it wrinkled.
I knew what wrinkles were
Wrinkles happened to people I loved before they disappeared from my life forever
Introspection says (4:27 AM):
and there was no fucking way I was going to do that to my brain.
So I decided I would never ever ever become educated.
I would pretend to go along with what they taught me, but never believe it.
This has proved to be an incredibly useful thing in my life.
Introspection says (4:28 AM):
Of course when I was 16 I discovered and dabbled in wicca and decided I
should believe in everything, but that didn't last very long when I didn't get results from that.
Introspection says (4:29 AM):
I'm also hyper, if you can't tell >.>
"would you like to know more?"
--Starship Troopers creepy cheerful computer voice
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